Well I don't see the doctor till aug. So I am just waiting.I am going to take pictures of myself to post.This is very upsetting to me to show myself.But I feel to do this right I have too.I will have on clothes LOL NO in my bra shots. I am excited for the first time in a long time.I owe doctor bills and hope that does not stop this process.I think the doctors are worried about me strong enough to make it all happen though.